I am back to the innocence... and feel much betterI just woke up from my dead sleep!! maaan, it was 8 pm and I woke at 8 am.. what a tired!!!
Yesterday was the Idul Fitri.. the Holy day for all moslems after having a month fasting, and we had ourselves apology each other.. that's why I said "back to the innocence"..
This one week I felt so worse.. there's nothing wrong with me, but all poeple just come to me with all their stories.. it was so fun to see they cry, laugh, mad.. but in other hand they talk about each other.. and I just can say, the enemy of your enemy is my friend.. and those people just come into me one by one.. what I can do is quite..and learn something from their experience..I have all human being's behave which makes me dissapoint and laugh. They seems wearing a mask just to be perfect in front other people...poeple are cruel yeah..we are only good for ourselves...well basically, people are selfish of ego. I might be one of them past and present, but at least by realizing what happened in my eyes, means I won;t dare myself to do the same thing.. although peole are born to make a mistake but we can try to be better man ..
I went to park with my roomate, then we had a chat about life.."what is your wish" was the question between us..she said.. I would like to have my self more attention to other.. what a nice one,
but what about me ?
I would like to have no desire in this life, at least less..ha ha ha you guys must put big question mark for this, well just think about Buddha then I'll share more later..